Well, that’s where I was about 3 years ago. I had checked off all the major accomplishments in my life that I wanted:
Career
Spouse
3 Amazing Kids
House & cars we bought ourselves
Friends I loved
All the points had been achieved and yet I had hit an emotional and spiritual brick wall.
I was grateful for what I had manifested and achieved, but I was no longer filled up by it. Looking back at that completely boring list, I forgot about me. I had no time for self-love, for self-care, for my authentic self. I was filled with fear, self-doubt and a lackluster enthusiasm for life.
This was not me! I had to make a change. And QUICK!
I learned how to find that inner badass inside and bring her back to the forefront of my life. I had all these other people to care for, it wasn’t just me anymore, and I had to learn how to incorporate these loves of my life, into my life and into me. The authentic me!
It didn't make any sense. On the outside everything looked perfect, but on the inside I felt there had to be more. I literally was thinking, 'how am I going to make it to the end of my life?' The monotony was suffocating me and I was drowning. Wake up, feed kids, drive to schools, get groceries, work, doctors appointments, care for pet, laundry, clean house, pick up kids, make dinner, bath, bedtime, glance at husband (maybe say hi), pass out from exhaustion... Repeat.
Can ya, feel me?